My mind wanted to start blogging our trip as soon as we got back but my schedule and my body just wouldn't allow me! If I sat down, I fell asleep and we have had a lot going on this week but I think we are getting a little more back to "normal". I have so much to share and of course lots of pics so I am going to break this up into sections of time. So, this post will cover the first few days of our trip. I journaled every day so I want to document (at least most of that) here.
Monday, July 26th: Leaving the girls was MUCH harder than I had anticipated. I had dreaded it but I did not know I would feel quite like I was feeling. I felt like I had made the wrong decision to go. I felt like a terrible mother. A and I always enjoy our time alone but even that was really strange. I wouldn't talk. It was just strange! I had prayed and had asked for prayers that I would not allow missing the girls to consume me but it was consuming me at this point. We flew from Birmingham to Atlanta. We were to meet the rest of our team in Atlanta. As soon as we landed in Atlanta we received a call that our team was unable to leave Dallas due to weather and would not be there. 1st realization of the trip that we are not in control! A and I had to catch our flight so we head to Joburg. The flight was around 17 hours and we moved forward 7 hours. Of course we had no idea when the others would join us and we were prepared to start changing their travel arrangements as soon as we arrived in Joburg.
Tuesday, July 27th: LONG FLIGHT!!! I have to admit this was the most challenging part. I was still down over leaving the girls and that is a long time to fly. We arrived on Tues nt and discovered that our team could not fly out until that night so they should join on Thurs nt. There was a lot of confusion in changing all their arrangements but we had LOTS of people praying for us and it all worked out (eventually!) We spent the night in a hotel in Joburg. There is just something about first being in another country that makes you uneasy (well me at least!) The driver called someone on the way to the hotel and said "we will be there in about 10 min" as he heads into what appears to be a residential area. I thought, great, where is he taking us? What are "they" going to do to us!? I was tired and apparently losing it!!! We make it to our hotel safely and crash (for a little while).
Wed, July 28th: Wake up at 1 AM (their time) and there is no going back to sleep. By 4 AM A and I were sitting in bed dipping Milanos in coffee. That was a first for us! It was also our first bonding time on this trip because I had been so out of it from missing the girls. We head to the airport shortly. I was still down and missing the girls like crazy and extremely tired.
A in the airport in Joburg with 2 phones in his hands! Bless him he was still trying to take care of revising travel arrangements.

We arrive in Windhoek and have no driver. I just sit down and think we are never all going to make it there (ye of little faith!) We tried all the #s we had and could not get in touch with anyone. Thankfully we had a phone # for a missionary couple who lives in Windhoek and we got in touch with them. They sent someone to get us and bring us to their home. We had a good visit with them and she prepared a quick lunch for us before they took us to another airport. Being in their home was the turn of our trip for me. We were able to spend some time talking with the wife about what God is doing in their area and it was very encouraging. We were now off to our next destination by plane.
This is the plane we took! 16 seater and I did not like it but I slept and that made it easier!

We arrived in Odangwu and this is the airport there! Our guides Richard and Skip were there to pick us up for our drive to Outapi.

As we made the 1.5 hour drive and I saw the many donkeys and cows and everything else roaming everywhere and the children roaming everywhere it was a very surreal time for me and reality really set in. Once again, I began to think I can not do this! There is no way I can minister here. There are no missionaries in the area of Outapi but there is a missionary couple who is responsible for that area so they came to spend a few days with us to see what was going on with our ministry there. They were at the hotel when we arrived. We had dinner with them and we discussed our goals for the trip, etc. We had a great nights sleep (despite the mosquito nets!)
Thursday, July 29th: After breakfast we were able to talk some with the some of the ladies who work at the hotel. Our teams have been staying here for over a year now and have developed a relationship with some of the staff and have led some of them to Christ. You quickly learn that some want to know more about what you are about and some just want what we have (even if it is a Bible). We met with Erastus who is a Christian man who lives in Outapi and has really taken a lead with the Bible Study that they are currently having in the city. We had a wonderful meeting and were very encouraged by him and all that the group there is doing. Our goal is to have a church there who can be there every day to reach their people and what they have is a great start. After our meeting Erastus took us to the site where the group has been meeting.
This is the location... A is meeting David for the first time who owns the building.

The left end WAS a disco but they disco was closed and they use that space to meet. The right end is a bar. I can not begin to tell you how many bars there are in this city. I have NEVER seen anything like it. They are everywhere. Obviousely for us, a bible study in a building with a bar is not ideal but we knew they were meeting where they could.
I took this picture while we were standing outside of the meeting area/former disco/bar. This is seen everywhere. The women carry A LOT on their heads.

This is inside the meeting area/former disco. David is talking to A and The Lynch's (missionary couple) about his decision to use this area as a meeting place for their group and the changes in his life. This was very touching. Standing in this former disco seeing this city change, even if in a small way it is all a step in the right direction.

David and Erastus

This was taken at the Bao bab tree. It is massive!

We spent the afternoon doing some surveying of the city. There has been a lot of growth there. This is a typical housing area. Can you imagine how hot these houses become in the summer?

and again... As I watched my husband observe everything and come up with what he thought was the best plan for doing evangelism in the city, I have never loved him more.

While we were driving around we discovered these tents just outside the hospital. These are pregnant ladies from the bush who have come into the city to stay until they deliver. We went up to them and tried to talk to them but we could not find anyone in the group who spoke English. There were also what appeared to be some sick children there. Not sure if they were there for treatment or if they just happened to be there with their mothers. I think this might have been the most humbling experience of my life up to this point. I am very thankful of all we have as Americans BUT we have way too much.

That night we met with the Bible Study group (which was smaller than normal this night). As we talked with them before we began, David said, "Like you have come to us, we must go to tell others" YES! That's it! We all must go to tell others! Whether that means next door or on another continent! Also, we learned that they think all Americans are rich and live like what they see on TV. We assured them we were not rich and that we did not live like people in Hollywood. This was sad to me. It breaks my heart that as Christians we do not have more of an impact on the way we are viewed as Americans. What can we do to portray a different side of America? I want others to see Jesus NOT worldly celebrities. However, we often strive to be like celebrities instead of Jesus... As Christians, we need to look different! A taught from Phil. 3 "Rejoice in the Lord". I immediately thought of the women in the tents. They seemed content and most of them probably did not know our Lord in a personal way. I am HIS yet am I content? Do I rejoice in the Lord? I should be completely content in the fact that I belong to Him yet I always seem to find something to complain about. Very convicting! We spent some time talking with them about being careful to not be swayed by others with beliefs that were not Biblical and to study God's word to ensure they could stand firm. What about us? Do we study God's word adequately in order to stand firm? Erastus gave the example of a baby first having to start out on baby milk and then progressing toward solids. As baby Christians we have to start with the basics and then progress as we can absorb it. However, we always need to be nourished! ALWAYS! There is always more for us to learn...
This picture of Christian brothers and sisters from different parts of the world with very different lives gathering together in the name of the ONE who died for us ALL makes me very happy!!!
After getting back to the hotel the rest of our team joined us! Praise the Lord that all the travel confusion was over and we were all together and ready to work! I was psyched! The prayers for me to not be consumed with missing the girls were working! I missed them but I was not consumed and I knew I would return as a different person (including a different mother)!!!
MUCH MORE TO COME!!!